Hi all!
So, I've just been back from Eastcoast.
Finally a time when I got to go alone.
On my own, without distractions nor disturbances.
Way better than wonderful feeling.
Gave me time to think about lotsa stuff.
Cleared my mind, gave me a new direction in life.


Chatting with my ex classmates on msn yesterday night really made my day.
It suddenly dawned upon me how much I've missed out on.
I really do miss secondary school life.
Even though I may be in school for 2 days outta 5 mostly, I still do relish it.
It's true that we only know how to treasure things after we've lost it.
If given a chance for a do over, I'd definitely choose to participate in every activity there was.
Participating in it as a class, giving it my all as one.
Sad to say, I've never experienced that kind of heart-warming feeling before.
4Fantabulous had been united, with no effort from me though.
I spent time mostly outside of school,
The friends I mixed with were mostly not from my school/class at all.
I didnt give a damn to whatever happened in school.
So I wouldnt be surprised if the class couldnt remember me at all.
Just look at how much I've missed.
All the joy, fun & laughter.
I've lost so much, that I can't even recover them now.
Yet this sudden stir of emotions was brought up by Melissa & Evelyn.
Like thanks ah.
I really was at a loss of words when they talked to me on msn.
I didnt expect myself to be remembered, judging from how nonchalent I was in class.
But the way they talked to me, made me feel as if I was one of them.
Technically, I wasnt exactly one of them, but well, I can make myself happy by saying so.
Aww.


I don't even know where to start describing the people of 4Fantabulous.
They have gotta be the greatest people I have met.
They do not scheme, are not pretentious & do not backstab one another.
They treat each other as equals, with genuinelity.
Trust me, you'd never know how great they can be unless you've met them yourselves.
Cmon, I don't have to say all this just to please them.
There's no need to, seeing that I probably won't get the chance to see them in near future.
What I say, is from the bottom of my heart.
You guys are truly the best.
If given a chance, I would like everything to start all over again.
Yet there are certain moments in life, where you just cant rewind & play.
Heartfelts♥